Grateful

God, I am grateful for this job. I have my bad days like anyone else, but thank you so much for opening up this opportunity for me. I love my job, I love my coworkers and I love that I'm happy now.

Please take my grumbling with a grain of salt. Compared to how I felt when I worked at the hospital, I have nothing to really complain about.

I love this position. I love that I can breathe. I love that I can smile.

THANK YOU GOD. THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!

27 to go

I'm slowly completing the requirements to do my job. I wish I could just work. I'm tired of being in training. I learn better by doing, not watching. It feels like a lot of what I'm reading/observing is going into my brain, dancing a bit and then leaving. I retain some of it, but most of it's not clicking. I'm not a visual learner. I'm more tactile.

I'm just frustrated I guess. Today went well. No real complaints. I just wish things were moving a bit faster.