So, Tuesday I realized that I'm either going to stick with this job or I'm officially done with nursing. Changing job just won't help at all. I just don't like nursing. I thought if I changed the setting I'd be happy, but as I was sitting there waiting for this new nursing job interview to begin I couldn't even stomach changing from one nursing job to another one. It just seemed like a complete waste of my time. I wouldn't be happy there either because I HATE NURSING. That may seem a bit harsh. There are some parts of it that I do like. Some of patients and families are nice and I enjoy interacting with them, but a large majority of them are mean.
I just have to stick it out, do my job to the best of my ability and deal with it. If I change jobs it'll be to work in a non nursing environment. It's nice to actually realize something about my unhappiness. It's not the job...it's the field.
Edit 7/3/13- Major changes. See next post.
